Monday, August 13, 20079:24 PM

an heartwrenching scence followed by days of deep thoughts and another day where too much words are telling me what and who and how. i didnt felt good these few days as well. the misunderstandings that stood. haiz i dont know.
everything can be easily twisted. yes, there's a point and that its right. another side, there's a point too and thats wrong. its just a matter on how strong you want your stand to be.
ive been fluctuating. serious fluctuates. There's this side and that side. Whose correct whose wrong. There's no right or wrong. It just makes me more and more confused. Follow my heart. I know. But I dont know what my heart wants. It takes me hours to think what food to eat, end up randomly choosing because i cant choose. i dont know how to choose. i nv like choosing.

i dont know i dont know. its a very irritating phrase i know. but i dont know. i dont know.

Walked tgt with Sharon to the interchange. Hazel up on the next 82 bustop.
Id only knew i left my keys at home when i reached my house gates. Oh well, have to wait for a good old 40 mins or so. Was just at the time msg-ing phyy, casually mentioned im at a rooftop garden sitting. 10 mins later, she was here! yup tzehin too, at punggol. had some drinks and chatted. thanks alot phyy for this and the donut as well. =]
I know there'd been these good friends around that i really appreciate it. yes, getting bombarded and shot down by arrows and you will still stand upright right!

dearest COLOR and YTF.