Monday, April 06, 200911:02 AM
well, its a sudden decision to go cruise with shumin, her mum and aunt. Furthermore its like, 2 days later? so i'll be off to the seas on wednesday evening.
Its kind of.. ambivalent? dont know if its the right word to use. but whatever decision i make, there will be some reasons to regret.
If i go,
1) feeling bad that i will be ps-ing TD ppl for dinner and phy for the etrial > < , really sorry.
2) gg to waste $10.70 for that etrial and ive rebooked it on some ulu hours. its really ulu O.O really really ulu.
3) made my mum super sad. *okay lah not super..
4) burn another hole in my wallet
If i dont go,
1) i will be sulking for the wednesday, thursday and friday
2) i will be super not motivated to do anything
3) i will be missing this fun opportunity
okay. but im just really tempted to go. and ive made a decision... so yeah.
now its basically money out money out. all sources of money in, have gone to zero. big fat zero. im either pressing my atm pin now and then to do ibanking payments or it would be withdrawing money out.
Learning learning and more learnings, but it all comes with a receipt at the end. ouch i feel the burn in my bank account.
Labels: Go, Ready, Set